She Always Takes It With a Heart Of Stone-

But if there's anything that I've learned this past year living in Jacksonville, it's to

Experience.

I don't care how hard it is to detatch myself from someone, I'll grow to care for them and even when it hurts to be let down- I'll be thankful for that experience.

It could be anything. It could be

Driving to Savannah at 10pm on a school night like there is no obligations to tomorow. I just wanted to see the city agian. And it hadn't changed since mom, Jim, and I had walked those streets. But I most certainly had, and it took going back to some place and seeing somewhere not so new, with a bitter heart, to make me glad that Jim left us. Who would I be now, if he was still around?

This year of college is gone. I can never go back to these days and feel the same way. I can only look back, at the sound of a familiar song that I associate with this.

Experience, by far, is my new hot commodity. Maybe I had this idea in my head subsonciously before this post, but it took some down time in the shower to make me put it into some philosophy...

RELISH TODAY
REMORSE TOMORROW
see i had it in me all along....