Have to take Jessica to work this afternoon around 2:00pm...I pray that Jason isn't there. In fact, I wish that when I got there the bed would be folded in half and my blankets nice and neat waiting in his empty room.
"What happened to Jason?" I would say in confusion.
"Oh yeah, he moved to New York alone and he's never coming back, but he said that he did love you"
Sad, but I want him gone after knowing that fact that he DID fall for me after trying so hard not to. "Falling in love is for fools" I got that from Jason, I got the ideas from him and everything based around it. He's so right; nothing lasts forever and those that do struggle too much for it to be considered worth while. Maybe Jason is bitter and I just haven't found TRUE love...?
How do I know that it's love anyways? Barbielostken.blogspot.com explored the subject, she's bright. I want to have the same intellect as that girl...my hero.