Talking on the phone with Tiffany I realized Jason's moodyness with a mystery:

"Who ya talkin to huh? You makin a date using my house phone?"
:: He Laughs::
"It's definatly Tiffany..."
:: We Laugh::
"Better be!"

It hurts to hear that knowing he cares to a certain extent that will never be displayed again...what a dirt bag for not being true to himself. No, it did NOT occur to me ever once that he is being true to himself now, because he isn't! His certain,frequent mentionings to Jessica and dropped hints to me tell me otherwise.
So I decided to take a day to myself and brought Jayden to the beach. I do believe it was fate;how the guy in the orange shorts was staring me down as I walked down the sand; how I casually glanced in an instant only to see the brown of his skin and the numerous tattooes;how when I let Jayden off the leash and she immediatly ran over to this younger gentleman with his dog. I apologized and began to walk over to hear him excited at the fact that my dog had interfered with his world. We introduced ourselves and I found out that his name was Sean and he's 26. STOP, I know what everyone would be thinking at this point:

"Isn't it ironic that a 26 year old, who could be married with children by now, would be interested in an 18 year old...? He's after the sex and don't you forget it"

This is true for when I came to find out my friend wanted some 30 year old I looked down upon her and predicted her heartbreak. They're still together and have been happily for 6 months; no guy waits around 6 months for nothing.
Anyhow we talked a little and I decided to take my dog for a walk, as I was leaving he pointed to his blanket and promised there was room enough for four if I was interested. I smiled and took my dog down the shoreline to let the sun hit my skin and spot it brown even more than it is now. I walked back to see him sitting with his obedient dog, watching me as I approached.
"I bet he knew I would come back..." , I thought as I saw him finally break a smile.
We talked awhile longer until I felt the need to take the dog back home and shower. We exchanged numbers and I'm supposed to give him a call tonight after I pick up Jessica from work.
Haha, It doesn't matter where I go or what I look like- I'm always gonna find someone. I seriously thought I looked ridiculous in this bathing suite that covers about 10 square inches of my body. (I'm borrowing it from the sexy, seductive wearing ANYTHING Jessica) I looked in the mirror to find myself looking suprisingly thin. Maybe it's that I look longer because the top is so high and the bottoms go so low one can see the white tan line that seperates my stomach from the lower regions.
I don't know if I want to hang out with him tonight because Jason asked me to go out to a bar with him and the guys...
What a predicament

30 minutes later:
Jay just called and wants movie night...hands down I'm in Tarpon for the night