Me: C'mon please tell me, I know Romeo has been talking about me to you

He: Romeo? Your so lame

Me: Please I can see it when you two laugh and look at me, I promise I won't tell him that you have a big mouth and should never be trusted... (with a seductive smile)

He: All I will tell you is that he says that you two are back together and he's happy...

Me: And...

He: And he hopes it works out this time because he likes you a lot...

Me: That's all?

He: Well and he said that he's been getting shit from the other girls because he's yours! But that's ok cause he doesn't care.

Um definately I don't want to know that other girls are liking him and expressing their stupid opinion about how he should be single. I've never been the worried type of girl who thought that any girl was a complete threat. I've always been comfortable enough to know that the person I'm with is happy with me. I'm afraid that he's going to see some other girl at work and start liking her...
I wonder what it is about him that makes me act so differently?

She: He's really not that great of a guy, I mean...If your looking for something long term I wouldn't go for him

Me: Why do you say that?

She: Considering he works at a restaurant and he's 23 and not going to school...I don't see him with any ambition to GO someplace in life.

Me: yeah...he said he's a welder; like construction/labor type work.

She: Still, If your looking for someone above any of that, I wouldn't go to him

Me: (trying to find the words to hide and justify my reasoning for being with him)... Well I mean I just got out of a relationship and I like him, but I don't about for the rest of my life. I'm trying to have fun before I go to college...

She: That's good...

So there! She might not exactly find him the pick of the litter, but I like him and I have a lot of fun with him. For some reason I don't mind his state of being right now. Usually I don't date guys that are kinda bummy like. He's definately opposite from what I usually like to date...but maybe "types" aren't for everyone?

She: I was suprised at his dress when I saw him out of work! I thought he was preppy

Me: I know, so did I. I figured he'd wear normal sized T-shirts and pants. Possibly even Abercrombie

She: Definatly not! He's gotta change that Wu Wear look, I don't like it at all. It doesn't look good on him, he needs some tighter clothes because he makes himself look bigger than he is.

Me: He's definatly NOT fat, but you can't really tell from the size of his Tshirts

She: Give him a makeover, he'd be awesome in Abercrombie and Hollister.

Me: I wish! He'd never go for that crap...he's too relaxed and apathetic about clothes and what people think.

She: darn...

For some reason the stuff that normally would bother me, doesn't phase me with him. And the petty reasons that would drive me to a break-up, don't even seem worth it. What do you call that when you see the person for who they are and not mostly what's on the outside? What's the meaning of when a totally bitchy, picky girl chooses someone she normally never would? Reminds me of that silly chick flick, "A Walk to Remember"; when that totally hott, popular guy falls in love with a loser who is the complete opposite of him. I think that's romantic and genuine...
So what's to infer from my madness?
Too soon to call it Love
Too sinful to call it Lust
So i guess I'll settle
and say that I Care