I don't care because:
*He smoked a cigarette every half of an hour
*He wanted to roll a joint before we did anything at all
*He's 23 and works at a restaurant
*He's 23 and doesn't even have a future plan for life
*He never called me beautiful unless it was about my face
*He didn't care enough to make phone calls
*Never tried to once comfort me amidst all the chaos i complained to him about
*He wasn't Jeremy

I care so much because:
*Every night was something more sweet
*He always wanted to do something romantic
*He was nice enough to pay for stuff and fill up my gas tank (just shows hes generous)
*He was an awesome kisser
*He made me feel happiness
*He made me feel good about myself when he called me his Girlfriend
*I felt wanted when he would grab a certain area on my body and call it his
* "We" were HIS idea and he was the one doing all of the decision making
*He promised that he'd prove me wrong about "typical relationships"

But out of the blue, after saying that my eyes were "ridiculously gorgous today" and that we were going to spend the night together, he randomly brings up these rumors...? I know I never spoke to anyone about any other server except Jason. Jason was the only person I talked about and the only one I cared about. I never played any games with him and flirted around with some other person that likes me. All the attention I wanted came from Jason...
And what made me even more upset, even sad, was that he accused me of creating drama with Jeremy. That I would get back together with him and realize that I miss him. I don't miss him and I haven't spoken to him since Jason had the talk with me about his worries.
I told him that this was his easy way out-
"No Sarah! I want to be with you but I don't want any games and I don't want to be left behind when you get back together with your ex! So why don't you deal with all of that and call me"
Fuck you Jason I'm never wasting my time on such a loser. Who cares how hot he is and all that superficial jazz. I don't deserve someone like that...and he sure as hell doesn't deserve me.
Though I'm very sad and I got so used to Jason, even after just two weeks I really developed a deep liking for him. I said things to him and offered things and he would say, "Really? Nobody has ever done that for me before" or, "I attract bitches so I'm not used to hearing that sort of thing". Well i told him how honest and nice I was and he said that was something he could get used to. I would have been the best thing for him.
Good thing I never slept with him agian since that awful night...
Then I'd seriously be a wreck