hah...
Two of the same kinds of restaurants in one week...I have to be honest here:
Jacksonville guys have NO imagination.
Is this how they treat their girls? Psshh...I'm headin for Georgia. Oh wait there isn't anything there either besides dramatically emotional navy boys who want to know where to go from "here". And to think that THIS RIGHT HERE, is what I wanted!!! A hot, naked guy holding me, telling me he wants to love and take care of me forever. (How great would it be to travel with him) But I just wanted to get to that "special place" and roll over for bed.
I'm doomed I think...if I want them they aren't there, when they are there I don't want them
I woke up yesterday and didn't stop doing math until 5:30pm. I took a lunch break then I went back to the library and then to Amy and Sarah's room. We did problems up to ying yang and I'm so burnt out on math. I'm so relieved to get this break because without it I'd never survive Fall.
I have much to do today:
*Class
*Blood Drawn
*Tutoring
*Afternoon w/ Clayton (take two...definatly not from the past)
*Library meeting at 1:00pm
*Cleaning
*Essay
*Dinner in Amelia Island on Fernandina Beach (pretty names...)
I just don't think the days are long enough anymore. Can't wait till tomorrow night!!!! Getting the hell out of that fucking dorm and sleeping in a nice big bed in a place where gas only costs 1.71 (woo hoo!!). I'm kinda apprehensive about it but really, I'm not anything to anyone and nothing I do can be perceived as anything more than a frienship. Right? I think he thinks he's in love with me...but that can't be right can it? It's only been a week of the two of us having sex. He just takes me out to dinner and then straight to the bedroom where it starts and ends. But I can't tell him where I am BEFORE I go over there, cause that will break his heart.
Amelia Island is on the way to Georgia so I kill two birds with one stone. (I'm a pimp)
I'm in class so I need to start reviewing...
I'm off like a PROM DRESS........

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