Somehow the idea of class this morning slipped from my mind...
I have to go in for tutoring though so I'm waking myself and in that awful process, remembering...
 
I had a horrible sleep last night.  All I know how to do is dream in the form of wishes...which makes me a bitter sight to see in the morning.  I dreamt he was mine agian, and that other person just dissipated in the ideas of love.  I was the one by his side and we wouldn't have it any other way. 
 
But I only WANT to be by side and be the one he looks at with a smile.  I'm far from anyone's side but atleast someone is on his end of the world.  Support? Me for him?  I can't do anything but let the phone ring and wonder if he's falling in love without me.
I only WANT him to be mine because in reality he's almost intangible from my petty grasp. 
 
I can't tell anyone, I can't admit what I've been trying to hide for so long.  How can I now?  When the only person I want supposedly doesn't want me.  I'm left here in this prison of a dorm room to look at what might have been and move slowly from there.  There's no such thing as another chance...