Never did I believe that a person could even make such noises.

Hearing it from behind closed doors I wasn't too sure if she was wailing from laughter or sadness?

I don't think I could awake to see the next day, let alone close my eyes and actually fall asleep.

Considering the point in which she got  herself in regarding her relationship, I don't know that I'd be strong enough to go through my day in the manner that she is.

After four years of intimacy one finds that this is obviously consistent enough to call forever.

There's no doubt in my mind she never saw it coming,

Which makes the situation even worse.

 

If I ever have to experience that which I pray that I never do,

I hope with everything I have that I take it as she does;

concealing her feelings for her own well being and living life with an attitude that she's better off anyways.