All talk is all I have to say. He gets up in my face with that look like he's gonna try something but I think he's scurred. He sends me text messages in class with a wink but I know that when it comes down to it he's just playing around. The game we've got goin on now is fun and I am intrigued, but at this rate by the time we get down to business it will be Spring. No problem cause I'm in no hurry to look available and I certainly don't want to seem as though I care to the extents of going out of my way!
Last night was the best time I've had since the strip club! Bourben St. is set up with about 7 different clubs inside one big building, there are just seperate rooms. So we went to the country one and there is a huge raised dance floor with a bar and stools surrounding it where people can drink and watch. We were all dancing and then everyone cleared the floor for a game; 16 guys lay on the floor and fifteen girls stand above them. I got in and it's a play off of musical chairs so we all ran around the guys and when the music stops you have to get on top of them and stradel them! Well me and all the girls I went with got in the game and me and Alicia were the only girls in skirts! we both had on the frilly kind, and let me tell you that jumping on those guys was really awful cause I was so embarassed and I couldn't walk out of the game cause there was a million people watching. I apologized to every guy I got on top of and they didn't seem to mind at all. I was one of the last four girls standing and the announcer was sad to see me go cause I was the only one in a skirt. The attention was funny and I had such a blast. I was dancing with this guy from the dorm a lot and I was suprised at how physical he was on the dance floor, cause he just didn't seem like that. I play his guitar all the time and he taught me the chords to Nothing Else Matters(its real easy), so he's really cool. I don't know about like THAT or anyhting but he's definatly nice.
Well I have so much homework to do and I know if I stay here I'll go to Bourben St. agian tonight and tomorrow with them. I'm not gonna let the fun get in the way of my school work and I feel good about leaving today cause I feel like I have control of myself.
The girls I met go thrifting all the time and they are so nice so I'm really glad that I met them. It was by mistake really and I'm so glad though. I was just hanging out with Romeo in his room and they all came in and we saw eachother earlier at the thrift store so we started talking and from there on it was great. I'm starting to get a feel for it and getting more social and used to being out there, but I still have to concentrate on what's important.
PEACE