Saturday, June 05, 2004

I knew in my heart the whole time that those calls were consistent JUST BECAUSE. Sometimes there isn't a reason for everything;those calls were as meaningful as promises of a Prada bag (which I have yet to see or hear of...). I'd say to myself,

"Sarah Jane! He aint callin you just because there's nothin' to do up in the beautiful city of New York..."

And I'd casually run through evidence to back it up
(Millions of clubs, girls, and things to do...)

"He's calling you every night because he CARES and doesn't want to lose the friendship the two of you share!"

I don't care what I said to myself then or anything that has happened between us the past few months. Yeah, so what he called when he got into town yesterday, and I spoke to his too-tired-to-come-out ass today...what does that mean? Did I honestly BELIEVE that it meant something?

"Sarah Jane! He's just callin you because he can! He's not acting out on logic, reason, or care...he's just making a simple phone call"

I only know because I do the same and leave the others in the miserable situation I'm lying in now...
KARMA's a bitch

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