Continuing on from the last thing I said about Mystery Boy...it's a good possibility that he isn't all the cracked up to be. Lauren and I were walking up the stairs and he was coming down, so naturally he started asking me about class and stuff and I'm walking away as I'm speaking to him which was very rude which brings us to his shocked comment, "You don't want to talk to me"
I laughed and apologized explaining that I needed to drop some stuff off in my room and I'd be right back. So we went to his room and I'm really not too sure if he thinks I'm naive, or just plain stupid. But after everything, I'm definatly none of the above. I'm not falling for his speech about how he wants a girlfriend and how he doesn't want to just randomly hook up with girls because he wants to keep himself somewhat sacred.
BULL SHIT
If he thought at any point he was winning or up at all, he was so wrong. I did the whole "Oh my gosh that's so great of you, and very mature..." blah blah kinda deal like I actually cared, but lets be realistic here- He's a freshmen and he's got the look. He'd be a fun friend cause we laugh a lot and we are both really funny around eachother, so atleast I've got that much. Which is really all I want anyhow. I went in his room this morning at like 7:45 and tried pinching his butt only making it look like his roommate did it. But he woke up as I was looking through the covers...oops.
Tonight I have a dinner date with a buncha girls and guys at this fine dining restaurant and a movie afterwards. I honestly do not have the money considering the place is like 25 dollas a plate! But I really want to start hanging out with them more and I was so glad they invited me.
Gavin and his parents are working things out so that he can move to Florida! He wants to go back to school so I told him he could get residency and go to school with me. I spoke to his mother yesterday and she was really glad that me and him still talk and she thinks I'm such a good influence so it would all work out. I am so very thrilled that they want to do that because that would shake him of his depression and all the issues he's going through now. I don't know how he fell apart but he did, It's like all the stuff I hear sounds so far fetched from the person I met. I feel hope in his letters though and I think it's only a matter of change. He needs to get away from the environment he's emersed in now and start making new decisions and turns in his life. I am happy he's head strong about it all and I think things will end up in his favor.

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