So Romeo got a tattoo which is very sexy...it was fate how we were both in the same hallway at that very moment. Hah, what a crock a shit.
Had a very nice weekend. Suprisingly, I managed to find a young victim who just so happened to have a math minor under his belt to help me. And we have declared him my new math tutor. He is really helpful and very nice, and the fact that Rhonda and Jeff know him is a definate plus. I believe this upcoming weekend I'm going to try and head over there cause he said he wanted to get together for a couple of hours to help me for my test coming up. I think that's so great that he's willing to spend his WEEKEND time off of work to help me. He graduated from UF and is an engineer- whatever that is.
The other one finally called me. He said he was getting back into town on Saturday, and Saturday came and went as did Sunday so I was coming to terms with reality until I was interrupted by his call. He said he just walked in the door and remembered that he promised me which was very nice of him. I enjoy his company and the smile he brings to my face, but only time will tell.
Then there's Gavin; whom I can't seem to not talk to less than 4 times a day. The conversations aren't as substantial and smooth as many others, however he shines light into my life. I feel awful because since we left eachother last summer he's just deteriorated(did i spell that right?). He says that he's glad I wasn't around because alchohol would have ruined us, but that maybe I could have done something. I'm so glad that he's getting himself together and finding good people and a good path of life, because often times people don't even learn and just keep doing what they did wrong. But he tells me he knows where everything went sour and I can hear it in his voice when he says his apologies and his hopes.
I don't know if I can hack it much longer. I get in these moods where "I think I can I think I can" and then when I read through the material and realize what I'm supposed to know, I freak. It's going to take a lot more than just going to class and doing the homework this time around. High School was great like that, this isn't the same and it's so crazy trying to deal with that drastic transition. Especially me who skipped school atleast 2 days a week and was consumed with GAINSEVILLE for half the year and TARPON SPRINGS for the rest of it.
I'm doing my best and my mother and everyone else can see that. I'm so proud of myself for actually leaving the distracting situations and replacing it with a good studying environment. Not only that but seeking out help where I know I can find it. The first thing I did when I got home today was go to Amy's room and then to Zach's room to get help on the homework. I could have went straight to sleep and put it off till tomorrow; the due date.
It's done and I've made my rounds of phone calls and I'm ready to sleep. Romeo said he'd stop by tonight cause I'm alone but I think I'm gonna crash early....
GOODNIGHT