Won't be anything fancy due to the sleeping pills I just downed in deep agitation. Mellow is my mood and very dull from exhaustion, but still I'm the center of chaos and slapped with ridiculous assumptions. I find it quite amazing the places that one can go with IGNORANCE at hand. Being someone who finds Ignorance to be Bliss in many aspects of life; it's a stretch for me to say it. However, all I've heard today are ignorant comments and accusations. I've really kept a low profile and cared little for aguements and literally didn't say what I wanted or what could have been said at many remarks.
"You don't love me nor do you respect me"
(That's right I just FAKE it when we laugh and spend what little time we have together. And I really hate it when I clean up the house and inquire as to what your plans are)
"You wouldn't have listened to me last night even if I asked"
(Bull shit considering I called and OFFERED)
"You lie about everything"
(Mmmhmmm and when I ask what EXACTLY I always lie about I'm suffocated in "uhs" and "ums")
"I would have never known that Gavin was coming to town if not for reading it"
(Yeah okay, here was my plan: I'd hide Gavin in the closet when you came over, I'd duck tape his mouth shut so he wouldn't talk when you called,and I'd leave him with my dog when I went to hang out...It was all fool proof but damn! You caught me!)

I'm so fucking tired of hearing from everyone else what I am, what I do, and what I feel. Go to fucking hell cause no matter how much knowledge they all think they have on me...they just make empty claims in frusteration of the UNKNOWN!
Fucking Retreds