I didn't expect to see him or hear from him last night. He worked during the day and I was there all night...I went home and started my college homework and reluctantly called the house to see what Jessica was up to. Shane and Jay were out at a bar with some people...I worried myself sick for 3 minutes about who he could be with and what they would be doing; but then I remembered how we talked and I felt at ease. I went to sleep at around 1:30am not expecting to hear from anyone...
4:00am and my phone's blowing up. I looked at who it was and "Jessica" had been the one who called me and left a voice message. The first thing I thought was,

"Oh my God, Jay didn't come home or he brought someone home and she wants to tell me"

or

"Shane told Jessica some incriminating information on what he was doing and she can't bear to let me hang on to this LOSER any longer"

I was scared when I checked my voicemail, but my heart melted when I heard Jay's voice:
Hey baby I was just calling to see what you were doing cause I can't sleep. Call me in the morning or tonight if you get this, I miss you.

WOW was all I had to say. I woke myself right up and called him almost the second I turned off the phone. He begged me to come over to his house and sleep with him cause he was lonely. He said he got home at around 3:00am and he'd been watching T.V and playing video games to try and fall asleep. Amazingly I got up and drove all the way over there at 4:30 and we talked and laughed for awhile. He said some sweet things to me on the phone and I was quite entirely shocked myself...

"Can I tell you something? I really miss you"
"Could I tell you a secret? Do you promise you won't tell anyone? I miss you a lot"

There wasn't anything else that could get me to smile like I did that early in the morning. I was happy to cuddle and hear gratitude from him about how I drove there to see him, he's really hitting the spot lately. Jessica and I were talking and she even told me that she noticed a significant difference in him these past few days. She said the first time I told her that we were together she had no idea because he never said anything or spoke of me rarely. Now she says that he talks about me and says stuff that we are going to do or had done the previous day. According to her, he acts like a Boyfriend. I was glad to hear it and I think the talks and some issues that we have been trying to get over has helped us. I love my boyfriend...


(*take the word love to the lowest level of serious and that's what I mean*)