He didn't call last night...
Typical but I'm contemplating calling him at around 11:00 to make sure everything is alright. How sweet and considerate of me...I wish he knew the lengths I'd go for him. I don't know why I like him so much? I think it's someone to pass the time till I graduate and am sent off to Jacksonville, or maybe It's that I'm finally feelings those emotions that one is supposed to have in a relationship. I love the way I feel about him and I don't want the happiness to go away. I'm happy to the point where if he said he needed me to be with him everynight till I left for UNF, I wouldn't hesitate to pack my bags.
I know, you don't have to tell me that I'm stupid for falling for someone so quickly. I just hope he's around for the time I'm here, and then if he wants to go I can't object due to the circumstances. In a sense I NEED him to help me get through... I can't imagine what these two months till graduation will be like without him...
Scary thought. Who will I turn to for comfort? Who will gently rub my hands before I fall asleep? I'm so lonely, even with a boyfriend I'm a lonely girl.

"Oh won't you stay...Just a little bit longer...Oh won't you say...Say you will..."