Watch The Sunrise Say Your Goodybyes, Off We Go

We had our brief conversation with the absence of contemplation and It was I who hit the road. It's crazy how cities and streets change from one portion of our life to the next. I thought my life was marked by green road signs pointing in his direction; counting down the miles. But now I drive blind with the comfort of stop lights to be very few and far.

I'm out in the middle of nowhere.
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Today is of little importance or productivity. Ventured out into the college world around 8:30am to find that not only did I not study for my math exam, but I didn't do the homework or bring a calculator. (Your killin' me darling, It could have been any other time but exams week)

Heading out to the chiropracter in a few and thankfully have been invited to go out tonight. I think I'll make alcohol and the affects of time my new best friends and hope to God that it will aid in the dissinigration of his existence. (Yeah I know...that's ridiculous)

Thursday should be a totally fun day. Hoping to wake up late and get my car pretty much packed for home (Oh the joy it brings me to LEAVE Jacksonville). Need to sell some books for crack- I mean gas money on my way out of Jville.

Planning to look exceptionally hot on Friday because mom is having a huge party with her coworkers and it just so happens that there will be Jeremy's young friends and whereas I'll cope with flirting and doing the eye contact thing...I'd prefer to get a number that rings to the tune of, "Let's get it on". (joking...)

Serious time: No sex for Sarah for a long time. I know I know, I feel that same devastating feelin creep into my stomach too when we really think about what that means. But I'm not emotionally ready to give myself like that anymore. Trust me, one night stands are great (and if faced with the option I don't know how strong I'd be to firmly decline. No means yes right?) but it gets old and giving someone else that which is supposed to be important can really seep into your head to initiate those guilty thoughts.
Having sex with my boyfriends was retarded (Excpet 2) and I'll be damned if I ever have sex with a boyfriend just, "because its what boyfriend and girlfriend do".