Nothing Compares...

Him: " To me, if I was in your sitiuation Sarah, I would get right back out there and go crazy"

His Friend: "Yeah but when you fall in love, you need to feel that pain because it will surface sooner or later"

Him: " Why don't you just spend the night and we'll find out" (in more or less words)


Any other time and I wouldn't hesitate but it's different now. But everyone says I'm doing really good. Besides the whole entire eating thing (nothin but a peice of sausage and egg since monday...but I'm lookin' great) I haven't sat in my room once.

Let's set the scenario pretending I did sit around all week by myself:
Lay in my bed feeling sorry for myself while I listened to mopy music and looked at all our pictures.
But I have been diligently working and hanging out...NOT A SECOND ALONE

I took down everything about him on my walls
Papers with mine and his name surrounded by hearts (how 8th grade of me)
Erased pictures in phone
Erased text messages <---- hardest thing because every text is sweet

I switched numbers with an SAE (sigma alpha epsilon) guy today and played the flirty college girl as best as I could, but let's face it:

That's not me.
(I'm excited to talk to him but I'm just too heartbroken at the moment)