Oh my gosh, every time we aren't together I feel like it's going to end up like every other time. Why do I care though? Cause, oh yeah, I don't want to argue with falling in love with him.

I don't want to fight it, I don't want to worry about getting hurt, I just want to get it over with. And when was the last time I wanted to fall in love for a

SUBSTANTIAL, GOOD, HONEST REASON...?

Ohhh that's right...never in my life.

Well ok so Alex wants me to take him to Gville tonight...WTF? The earliest I can go is Thursday afternoon, given I e-mail the assignment to my education teacher. But I want to know why and with who and all that good stuff.
Ok this is an edited insert- alex and I had a bit of miscommunication with the whole Gville thing! I called him and about it I asked him if Friday we were going together and he sounded confused when he answered, "I hope so..."



Should I break away? Should I let it go a little bit and just kinda be like, "Whatever?" Lol! Yeah right....it's way too late for that

I'M FUCKED