Yeah I figured I would be someone's eye candy in this knock out dress. One of the famous three (except did I tell you? My favorite one BROKE! ). I haven't been to my normal Psych. class since like...damn I can't remember. I cut that class to sleep in and go to the same one but on different days and later times. But I went to my Tues/Thurs class today and looked absolutly...nothing short of AMAZING.

This 100% silk dress totally lined with beads and lace was my weapon for destruction. This guy, who doesn't talk to me, just stares. Stares so hard and for so long I'm almost positive if I stayed in the class he'd fail. Okay so I'm definatly exaggerating but the kid is a looker.

But hey, I even looked at myself today so I'll cut some slack. I first saw him in my chiropracter's office and we looked and realized the very next day we had the same class. He's cute but he's knows it...enough said right? The last thing I want is a conceited frat boy who apparently can't coordinate himself well enough in his macho sport to not INJURE himself pretty badly. I saw what the doctor was doing to him...poor guy musta been watchin a girl instead of playing the game. Fucking retard...

Yeah I'm mean but I feel strongly about the ones who completely fit the college boy stereo-type. I'm also judging him cause I don't know him...but that's ok it's kinda amusing right? Whatever, I'm completely satisfied with Alex and definatly do not intend to look for anyone else. CA-RAZY ISN'T IT?

Ok...I'm a little bit upset at the moment. First thing...I noticed which wasn't too bad is that Danielle uses my laptop (WHY WHEN SHE HAS HER OWN IS BEYOND ME). That's fine though it doesn't bother me at all. Um...me and Alex walk in and shes on my bed. Uhhh ok? I guess mine is just really really comfortable. No big deal...
Today I come in and there is all this downloaded fucking bull shit on my laptop! NO!

NO

NO! I am not having that! I bought this laptop brand new because my other one is full of shit on it and it's slow. I'm not fucking this one up. So I fucking uninstalled whatever the fuck it was and now there is something else on the tool bar that I don't know how to get off. Go fucking do bull shit on YOUR laptop. That pisses me off like you wouldn't believe. I'm not about to get on her laptop and start putting shit on hers.

Oh my gosh...anyways.

I'm about to go to my philosophy class and do a presentation. How about I'm totally gonna look like the girl who didn't DO SHIT and wants to get an A but can't really answer any questions regarding the main idea. Dammit! That's ok I think I can wing it, I definatly contributed my ideas! But they just weren't taken into consideration due to lack of content and logical value. THAT'S NOT MY FAULT THOUGH! (lol right?)
I don't care because I got an 84% on my psychology exam! Oh I'm so happy I did well on it. I studied all that weekend too so I deserved it for sure. And my next one is next Tuesday so I'm gonna study really hard to get an A+ (dream on)


Why do I keep thinking about Alex? What is it that compells one's mind to dream and fantasize about another person? Like what is it about him that makes me feel so weak? I don't understand how two people can come together as a whole...? How do I know that these feelings aren't just a product of my dreams? Ok that was a dumb one! I know the way I feel for Alex is real and there wouldn't be an end to the conversation of reason if it started
This still plagues my mind regardless of my certainty