taking a break from that stupid story and all of it's stupid details that i don't want to write or think about.

my passion is my downfall. nothing i write will ever been good enough. i dont know how to express myself without criticizing it. there's no point in even editing that dumb thing cause something is missing and i dont know what. i can add all the thoughts and imagery i want to- something is lacking.

i hate jeremy and all his hidden agendas anyways. i don't want to be with him now, i just want to have him as a friend. friend being defined as someone who does NOT screw you over...

bought a dress for 7 dollars today...it's quite an amazing dress too...i love the deals i get....wemt rollerblading with jayden marie on the causeway today....very chilly...very windy...called jer about a million times today...very unsucessful....very gay!...tonight...?...don't know....wing house w/ some boys...i hope not....