Guess You've Always Known...(bullshit post...scroll down down down for something pretty and poetic)

that there are a million different things I'd rather be doing than try and tell you how I feel. The words sound cordial and sensible in my head but once they leave my mouth,suddenly my demeaner turns cold and everything out of my mouth is followed by a chilly air as well.

I can't explain why. Why when I think I have it together my thought process suddenly goes chaotic and it appears that I'm being thoughtless and ignorant.

I think my communication skills are a little rusty...


School school school....
It's school, and it has these like, assignment things that I have do, like ALL the time. haha...seriously though- it's a hard knock life at UNF.
I wish I could photo copy my calandar for these next two weeks, if you could see it I know you'd freak out as well.
I'm counting the days till the weekend. (one..damn that was hard) Friday I work but after work we are going to have a lot of fun. Saturday is up in the air...no working but who knows what I'll do.

I miss home agian. I wish Jer would move to Jacksonville. I think him being here and sharing the experience would be so comforting. Even though I've come to terms with Jacksonville, it would still be nice to have someone here that feels like home- especially him (or tiff). I would be so happy. In a perfect world he'd be here and he'd want to sort out the future like he once did...with me back in it.
wishes wishes wishes....

I start Abercrombie and Fitch like soon. we have a store meeting tonight so I'm way psyched about figuring out when I can get my 50s and get to shopping!!!