Get The Hell Out- I'm Definitly The Type Of Girl You'd Want To Leave

And then they say I'm just being modest. And it isn't until they smell some other cologne that they understand finally that I was not joking in the slightest.

You find me one decent guy that doesn't think, act, or deceive like I do and I will gladly give him a chance. Now that I have played the game, discovered tricks to hide my tracks- I see how easy it is. And most of all I watch how gullible people are even when the odds are agianst them.

Although I have (bite my toungue)....been thinking about him. He who doesn't not (yes i know its a double negative) know anything about me, who when I said jump to here he went way over and out of the way over there. There was nothing that he wouldn't do and nothing he wouldn't say to make me understand the lengths he'd go for my love. So why now I'm asking myself do I think of him?
If you ask me it's bad news. I'm under the impression that there can be nothing positive to come out of it. He won't love me agian like he did...

I could deal with all the technicalities later (distance, work, goals) just so long as I knew he wanted me and nobody else. That's really all that matters right?

I think I could change. I think I could be the girl he'd never want to leave

(been doing way too much shopping at home....having fun with jer....glad to have seen tiff and denny...good music, great dog, happy mother....what else is there in life? oh yeah, i've had some good sex too. gotta get back on track with school when i go home tomorrow. get goin with A&F job, volunteering, MATH tutoring, and NOT MISSING CLASS!!!!!)