She Doubts...Affirms...And Doubts Agian [a not so poetically talented post: ]

Being sure of one's self in some situations can come without any additional information other than what you see on the outside. So ofcourse, I have a crush on him...I don't know him!

I think I do...and then I wonder, well do I? I think I do though....

It was my birthday this weekend so I drove 4 hours to home to Clearwater/Tampa and had dinner with momma. Jeremy was quick to say on the phone long distance that he couldn't make it Friday to see me, but then when I got to my house he was all about it. So without saying too much, he definitely takes the cake on being my favorite gift (if you know what I mean).
Saturday night was absolutely nuts...
Worked till 10:30pm and then Hildy and Danielle came to eat with me and give me my *gift*:
A BBZZZZBBBBZZZ (batteries not included dammit!!!)
Lube
Temporary tattoo - "E Z LAY"
Underwear and tank top set depicting my obsession with MARRIAGE

Went out to the Landing and had a blast there till about 3am and took the party back to Luis's house till about 6am. I had a great birthday night truthfully and I wasn't even wasted. I had a small buzz but I still has a lot of fun (suprisingly)

Superbowl was fuuuun. Hildy and Danielle were in the half time show so I didn't hang out with them. Me and Mark hung out pretty much all afternoon and night. Don't really know what to make of it, but we shall see soon enough. We went to starbucks to study but that didn't really work and then we went to Jeremy's for the party. I had a good time I was just so exhausted that I layed in the chair for the whole night and dozed in and out of sleep. Oh well...

SHOWER THEN DINNER FOR TWO.........
yikes.......
im nervous