Jokes Over...Right?- (warning this is a bull shit post)

Ok...it was funny like...the first three months- but now it's getting scary.

I thought it was going to be one of those things where I suffered for awhile but not after some professional help. Well considering it's been way over 6 months and I'm still in pain is just a little bit nerve wracking.

Am I going to go through the rest of my life with neck and back pains? I'm 19 years old and I can't even lift two high chairs at work. It's ridiculous. I ask someone for help to carry something and they look at me like, "Are you joking?"

NO I'M NOT FUCKING JOKING I'M PRACTICALLY AN OLD WOMAN TRAPPED IN THIS COLLEGE GIRL'S BODY, NOW FUCKING HELP ME DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bitter? Me? Nah...

can't go volunteer for my education class tomorrow because I have to get a LUMBAR SPINE MRI. That's great....

Mark Mark Mark....where do I begin? Valentine's Day was nice. We went to dinner and I got some pretty flowers and some chocolate covered strawberries! (yay) Tried to score but that wasn't exactly on the agenda so I was left with "blue balls" I guess you could say. But now I'm a little glad it didn't happen...
I might like him. Don't know yet. (I do like him, I just don't know how much)
Like...he's most likely everything I'd want in a boyfriend (i think). But...I don't know yet. His ex girlfriend calls him like 20 times a day and she sent him flowers for Vday....weird. It's kinda sketchy like maybe since they talk so much he might just want to be with her agian ya know. Whatever dude....

Heading to Gville this weekend. FOR A DAMN BREAK. I took off work which should be nice and get to relax and play with the fat Baily! I bet the pup is getting so big now. I haven't been there in like a month so I'm excited. I do however, have some HW to do. I have this big essay that I have to do so that should be very fun.
I have class in like 30 minutes till 9pm- woop woop. then it's the library for math and a paper due in Education tomorrow. Life is great.
Math sucks...I failed the first exam which is bad! I have a quiz on Friday so I need to do very well. I'm going to practice tonight and then agian tomorrow night. It's Hildy's bithday on Thursday so we got her some good stuff and we are goin to Carrabbas to eat. Ok well...time to go get ready for class. Nothing too insightful today but I just kinda wanted to put my life in mind on a blank pad.