Cold Hearted Bitch- Your Just A Kiss On The Lips...
(true that)

It's crazy to notice myself and how easily frusterated I am, and then to watch me around something that means so much to me. I'm a brat/bitch/princess-whatever you want to call it, it's all the same to me. And lately, as saddening as it is, I've really come to notice. Though I'm not nearly as terrible as I used to be when I was younger I still snap out of sweetness in a heartbeat and tear down anything with a single look. And that's rude! I don't want to be the girl who creates unnecessary drama over her salad dressing being out at the salad bar...(but seriously, it did ruin my day cause I was desperately looking forward to it)

I asked for a double cheeseburger today in the cafeteria and they guy gave me a single cheeseburger. Okay no problem, but I guess I was bitchy about it and so my double cheeseburger was freaking GROSS. Lol the guy musta been like, "fuck her, I'm not cooking this second burger". Oh my gosh, I bit into it and it was like jello- no joke. I got so pissed but it was funny cause my friend's burger was just fine. And my fries were gross but hers were crispy and crunchy.

Sometimes I feel like I handle the situation just fine but then I get confused when people tell me I'm a little on the bitchy side.

I guess that just means I have to take extra precaution to better take care of annoying situations (like when the server at my favorite restaurant forgets to give my table bread, and then when I ask him he gives me a look like, "who the fuck are you talking to"...I probly shouldn't shoot back a, "go fucking do your job and wait on me" look and give him a one dollar tip on a 15 dollar tab....god that was mean but Tiffany did it too)

Anyways I have just been thinking about that kinda stuff today. I'm also having trouble with my faith. I had such a crazy philosophy class about proving the existence of God and the Bible...that I've come to realize that there really isn't any scientific proof for God or the validity of the Bible..it's all a leap of faith. You dare to argue with me on this topic and I will effing tear you to peices, so don't even embarass yourself by giving me a line of crap on prophecies and ancient history from "wise men". Cause whereas I do believe that this universe is designed in such a way that evolution is a retarded theory- I am still undecided on the WHO part. I'm gonna put those arguements in here soon, so be wary and ready to be offended if you strongly believe in God.