Cheeck To Cheeck, The Lights Are Low, A Kiss Beneath The Mistle Toe
Your Face Lit By The Fire's Glow- That's All I Want Tonight....

It's been awhile since I drove out of town for someone. (Alex doesn't count- we lived in the same town) It reminded me of Jeremy when I used to skip Friday and drive up to Gainesville with my pup Jayden.

I won't sugar coat the situation and say that it felt perfect and the whole night was completely magical. I wasn't warmed up to him by the time we were ready to "fall asleep" but it was obvious in both our minds that it was going to happen, it was just a matter of when...? Last time I was in that bed I had about 7 shots of relaxation which made me a little less aware of my surroundings and emotions. The first round was almost as akward as sleeping with Alex. Call me every name as minor as rude to the extreme of whore, but sex is about a connection between two people. (Me and Alex never had that, I'm positive I'm not the only one who felt it) It's not that we didn't connect, it was just odd and we took our own clothes off and then there was a monthly mishap that put a stop to it all as a whole.

Came back though with my master plan of not fully clothing myself before cuddeling. My back was turned agianst his chest and I was in heaven when he started to kiss my back and rub my body with a combination of force and gentle ease.

Gentleman! You want a lady to put out but she just wants to cuddle? Just make your way into "massaging" her back and throw in some sensual kisses and caresses and it's a garunteed panty dropper. Casually show her what she could have and her imagination will do the rest! (Money back if your not satisfied!!)

Oh I could have stayed in that position rocking slightly with bliss if it wasn't for my dirty mouth. I don't know where I got the guts say such things aloud, or draw his fingers inside my mouth to get a better feel on that certain spot...but I felt like a champ for sure. And you know there are girls like me that are so shy that they just let those kinky thoughts dwell in the back of their mind, but it just makes performance and lust so much more intense that it's worth it! Girls! We know what drives them wild but we don't do it and hold back...why? Just go ahead and run your own fingers down there for once (don't hide under the covers...defeats the purpose of arousal) and the reactions are so self gratifying that the shyness just fades away.

So yeah, that's what I learned and to be honest I'm so excited for my little sex life to grow up! Definatly going back for more on Saturday and Sunday...how great would a whole day designated to sex be? (pretty damn good) The best and most wonderful part of it all is that I don't feel the urge to attatch myself just yet. Ofcourse in my perfect fairy tale world we would fall in love and I could finally put a guy on the blank face. (Imagine your wedding day dancing the first song as a married couple..that's the imaginary face we all want to reveal. If you put a name on that guy and imagine someone you are with...it's love!)

I don't think that a relationship is in his mind. Though I get these comments and conversations that point in that direction...I'm skeptical and on guard.
He runs a good game and
He's smooth as hell.
We gotta be wary of those.